Surah Ali 'Imran (آل عمران) Ayah 143 - Tafsir

وَلَقَدْ كُنتُمْ تَمَنَّوْنَ ٱلْمَوْتَ مِن قَبْلِ أَن تَلْقَوْهُ فَقَدْ رَأَيْتُمُوهُ وَأَنتُمْ تَنظُرُونَ

"And you had certainly wished for martyrdom before you encountered it, and you have [now] seen it [before you] while you were looking on."